Friday; April 17
I have spent more time
watching and listening to myself over the last few weeks than I have in the
past several years combined. In
preparing for our online services and classes I have had to edit a lot of audio
and video. While I always knew I wasn’t
perfect, I have gained a new appreciation for how fallible I am. As I have edited, I have become more aware of
my stutters, pauses, mispronunciations and those times when I just don’t make a
lot of sense. In all honesty, I will be
glad when we get back to being live and in person.
As I thought about my own
self-critiquing, I got to thinking about the Apostle Paul. Here is a guy that was at the top of his
profession, but assessed his imperfection by stating, “Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from the body of
this death?” (Romans 7:24). It
appears that the closer he got to God, the further he found himself from being
where he hoped to be. Given my recent
experiences with self-critique, I could understand if he chose to lose hope of
ever being good, but then again, I believe this gave him an important
understanding of grace. You see, he may
have seen his imperfections, but he felt the forgiveness of God. Sure, he lamented his failures, but he also
proclaimed, “For by grace you have been
saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift
of God; not as a result of works, so that no one
may boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9).
Let’s be
honest with ourselves, but let’s never lose hope. God knows our limitations better than we know
them ourselves – but, He loves us enough to overlook them.
Think
About It!