Monday; March 23
I had an interesting week last
week. (I should probably note that those closest to me might not have
called it “interesting”, they probably would be more likely to say that I
wasn’t a lot of fun!). As I reflected on last week I saw how cyclical it
was – I went from a place of skepticism to one of discouragement to (hopefully)
one of refocus. To be honest, like many people, I have struggled with
trying to figure out who is telling the truth in this crisis. Then once the reality of how the decisions of
others seriously influenced those things I believed in and worked hard to
preserve impacted what I was doing, I became pretty disheartened and felt
defeated. Now that I am more ready to accept the reality of how things
are, I am beginning to move on to what I can do. As I think
about where I have been, I am not apologetic, I think my range of emotions was
natural. Now, hopefully, I am geared up for whatever lies ahead.
As I thought about my response to last
week’s events I got to thinking about Thomas, the Lord’s apostle. We tend
to belittle “Doubting Thomas”, but when you look at his actions, they are
pretty understandable. His world turned upside down overnight with the
arrest and crucifixion of Jesus. He was called on to believe something
that was unprecedented – the resurrection of Jesus – but He wasn’t going
to believe something until he could verify it for himself. (Does any or
all of that sound familiar?) Yet, the greatest part of Thomas’ life is
recorded when he met Jesus face-to-face and, as John documents, “Thomas answered and said
to Him, ‘My Lord and my God!’” (John 20:28).
We are all
going to have doubts and difficulties in life. Let’s not focus on where
we have been, let’s keep moving forward in the confidence and commitment we
have in our Lord.
Think
About It!